I Wonder as I Wander

July 15, 2013 | By | 1 Comment

Sometimes life feels more like wandering than anything else. Even when the monotony of a schedule pulses as consistently as a heart, I can feel detached from it, and wonder just what it is that I am doing with my life.

Today is my day off, and today I feel like I am wandering. What is this life for? Who do I really love? What will matter in the end?

I visited my grandmother’s grave yesterday, and reflected on the times we had together 14 years ago. She is gone, and hardly anyone even remembers her. It is a strange think to think I will join her one day in the ground.

I hope when they put me there I will have few regrets. I hope today I can live in light of that day, and do something that matters, be someone who matters. I wonder as I wander.

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  1. TB says:

    We all wrestle with this in this life. Even when we find our place we loose our perspective. No one ever really knows! But to examine it under a microscope is the best thing to do. Even knowing the conclusion in the end is the same for us all. The better question is how and what do you do on this earth to make life better for others. A reflection on self to appeal to self is self defication! It’s an optical illusion. When you feed yourself it is to replenish energy to pour into others. It is at this apex when we find ourselves.

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